Re: Music wise, what are you listening to right now?
Posted: Fri Jun 28, 2013 8:30 pm
cotton wrote:
I cotton, thats a sad song, reminds me of me when i was a kid
but tried to listen to all the words, its about abuse istn it?
ya, i hear ya, me too, but i forigve but its hard, when you love someone like a parent or parents, and they treated you badly or without respect, its hard on you as a person, cuase you know that you are better than that way you were treated, so you try to undestand and sort it all out, and empower you, self, then you look back and feel sorry for them, becuase it wasnt you, it was them.
it was their issue and we or I was a sounding board to vent out all of their issues, becuase they lacked the love inside them, the peace everything, i feel sorry for people like that, have to go through abuse, i still face that at my age 51, emotional abuse, my parents still alive and if i was in the right situation, they still abuse me emotionally, and verbally, for christians who go to church and work their butt off all their lives, they still having found the peace of mind within nor the thought to want to change and be a better person, omg, its betterU!!!!!! i care enough to stive and make constant efforts to be a better ME all the time, changing my ways, the ways i was brought up with, becuase they are and were not healthy,..so i made the changes,and still am doing it...not easy, but doable, and there is a way to change everything, even the past, by puting it in proper perspective, making a personal choice and stance , change course direction you are heading in, and move forward, like a 3 step thing...wow..thanks for putting this song up Cotton!! you are organic!
we have to be that change, so we can be better u and as JC says, better U meANS Better ME and visa versa...he is awesome, thank God for JC for if he were not here, this wouldnt be, and we wouldnt have this kind of reflection, BIG SHOUT OUT TO JC, WE LOVE YOU JC,,,SHOUT IT OUT LOUD, WE LOVE YOU JC LOVE LOVE LOVE....